he sounded so upset when he asked,
"you still dont believe me?"
its not that i dont believe you.
i just wanna know how she's doing.
not that i wanna gloat on her misery.
but i just wanna know if she's doing fine.
seeing her hurt doesnt make me feel any better.
the last thing i wanna do is hurt anyone.
irregardless of my enemies, strangers,
friends or family members.

hearing his disappointed tone
caused my heart to ache in that instant.
i'm sorry.
dont ever doubt the fact that i trust/believe you.
because i really do.
i'm sorry baby.
i'm sorry to keep checking her tweets and stuff.
i'm sorry to make you upset.
i'm sorry. that would be the last time.
i'm sorry love.

going out on a dinner date with C today
was TERRIFIC.
shopping, dinner and a whole lot of his life story.
stood outside ion to hear the baskers sing.
the sweetest and most comforting feeling ever.
being in his arms. holding onto his hand.
being in his embrace. i want time to stop.
that was what we both craved for.
intimacy in public. not being afraid to be seen.
something so common and easy for others
yet so sacred and difficult for the both of us to
achieve. but our time will come. i know.
although we're both anxious to go out openly.
but good things come to those who wait. (:
behaving like kids in the mall.
LEFT RIGHT LEFT RIGHT LEFT RIGHT.
defensive police tactics. CHIONG AH! (:
it was so much fun. kids in love.

there's this heart warming feeling.
him kissing the back of my hand.
holding me so close that i could feel his breath
on my scalp. i love it.
i love being close to him.
there's nothing more i could ask for.

"i knew i loved you before i met you."
perhaps its really true.
falling in love with him like it was yesterday.
falling in love with him the last second.
falling in love with him this minute.
falling in love with him the next hour.
falling in love with him at every moment.
i love him. i love you.



/let's learn dancing when we grow old.
and dance on the streets of the world.